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I've grown a lot throughout the years....... I've become more accepting and understanding..... I try to stop being so selfish..... You know people out to hurt you will convince you and everyone else that YOU are wrong...... If I'm the crazy one that's always a victim then stay away from me.... It's not a hard concept to grasp.... Go away. This is why I choose not to involve myself with people. I'm prefectly fine being alone, that's why I do it all the time lol. I don't want to cause problems in people's lives..... but even when I avoid everyone it's never enough. I don't even bother to explain my side or defend myself..... I just run an h

I was supposed to go to a Trap and Bass show tonight, but I'm broke at the moment T___T. I guess I'll grab a beer and draw :/

I hate feeling emotionally distant from my good friends. I know it's all in my head, but.... It kills me that I don't feel that connection anymore..... I have no one to confide in anyone anymore...... not that I would, but still. I miss having a best friend that will love me no matter what. The two people that USUALLY play that role are too consumed by their own madness.... I can't drop my problems onto them... @____@ On a brighter note I HAVE A NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! Kila gave it to me meow ^.^ Now I can actually do some proper editing